Diary #17

Time: 11: 25 pm
Date : 11 /10/ 2016
Place: New compartment

Hi peeps.

Dah lama I ta update blog. Bila baca blog yang lepas2, like woww.. Im missing the old me.
That one yang kuat ditarbiah, kental, high spirit and everything so positives.

Ya, maybe this one is the next phase that I should face. I cant speak the "Kedah Dialect" sebab the writting skills pun dah terbiasa dgn code mix with Manglish so yeah, dah lupa asal usul. Hahaha

So this might be the opportunity for me to share what Ive been through over this moment of grown up alone. As we know, life always changes. But do we change? I cant answer that.

Currently Im taking English for International Communication. So nak tak nak kene biasakan dengan English. Its quite hardcore jugaklah sebab I ni takdelah terror English time kecik2 walaupun Tadika English. Cume hasil didikan parents, keizinan Allah Taala, I jenis yg cepat adapt.

But adapt saje ta cukup, we should practice over and over again.

I dont know la nk luahkan pasal apa, sebab bila duk tengah baring, mandi, makan banyak je idea yang keluar, .
Bila menghadap laptop, nak tulis blog je blank...clueless.. I hate this moment la..

Next diary I want to share about love. Boleh?

Doesnt mean that I have someone special. I just want to give opinion about my dream on love.


so, just wait for my new updates.

bye

x0x0

Diary #16

-same as diary #15-

aku nak habaq sikit ...

sejak dua menjak bermenjak2 ni..

aku dilanda masalah persahabatan..

aku tak pernah tak sayang kawan2 aku..

semua sayang..

taapi pernah tak dia ikhlas anggap aku kawan dia..

kalau ye..

kenapa rahsiakan semua benda..

kenapa biarkan aku terkapa-kapa..

kenapa buat aku macam bodoh semua benda..

aku tahu muslihat mu,

biarpun dirimu tidak sengaja..

aku masih ingin membetulkan mu..

aku masih sayang, walaupun rasa sakit ditikam dengan pisau tajam lutsinar.

Kenapa awak?

Saya cuma mampu doakan awak tolong jaga diri..

Jangan disebabkan lelaki, maruah tercalar..

Maruah bukan setakat dara,

maruah meliputi semua..

Hidup di akhir zaman,

dosa besar gajah dianggap sebesar zahrah..

Ingatlah sebesar zahrah masih akan dihitung amalan mu

masih akan rasa tempias neraka,, betapa azabnya

aku bukan budak warak...

tapi aku benci sekularisme..

dan 

aku wasatiyyah..

#biarakujadisolehah

Diary #15

Time: 12:22
Location: My blue avatar
Date: 3/3/2016

Hi sayangs..
....

First of all, i would like to make it crystal clear the reason why i created this blog... why i wrote date, location and all the specific and so on..

Actually, aku tahu aku tak sehebat orang lain..
Tapi aku sangat menghargai detik2 dalam hidup..
yang baik mahupun yang buruk..

Jika aku tak diangkat di dunia,
Biarlah aku bermakna di sisi Allah Azza wa Jalla.

aku sediakan blog sebagai tatapan memori,
nasihat, peringatan utk yang tersayang..

Jika suatu hari nanti, aku tidak lagi berdiri atas tanah bumi.

Agar janganlah kau mengulangi mana-mana kesilapan yang aku buat..

Diary ku boleh jadi semua .. Nasihat,, tarbiah sentap, kisah silam, pahit manis, luahan perasaan.. sebab itu ia dinamakn diary..

Sebetulnya biarlah bila aku mati nanti, hidupku di atas muka bumi memberi erti..

Aku bukan warak, aku bukan terlalu mithali..

Tapi aku cuba..
 jadi ummah bererti..

Diary #14

Time: 10:36 p.m
Date: 3/2/2016
Location: my new lovey dovey room yeah

THE MOST IMPORTANT SHOULD BE THE FIRST PRIORITY

Why i said that..
Sebabnya most people yg aku observed,
sume pakat nak buang masa.

I remembered one of my lecturer told me,

KITA KENA PENTINGKAN BENDA YANG LEBIH PENTING DARI YANG PENTING.
SEBAB YANG LBIH PENTING ITU LEBIH PENTING DARI YANG PENTING.

terbelit tangan aku nak menaip, acah je

So, if u wanna decide between two situations,
kalau ikut cara kaunseling, hampa kene buat kotak.
2 columns, and state the pro's and cons

Hampa dah besaq,
Takkan kene buat kotak lagi kot...

Everything u have to process in your brain.
Think rationally..

And one thing,
Dont selfish..
Buat benda ikut kehendak hang ja..

amboiiii~ senang nya hidup

Pikiaq sama perasaan org lain..
Kalau prasaan kawan pun hang malas nak amik port,
Pikiaq mak bapak hang..
Pikiaq sama ada kalau depa tau hang buat lagu ni, depa suka ka dak?

Restu ka dak>??

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

Hidup tu kalau lahir2 terus dewasa berduit xpe, ni tak,
mak ayah yang bela..menyusu, bagi makan, beli pakaian kat hang,
bagi sekolah, bagi hang duit belanja..
bagi seringgit tak cukup, kata karipap pun sebiji 40 sen.

Aq rse kalau parents kita save duit dr menjaga kita lah, bpe juta dah depa kumpul..

Hang da pikiaq tak??
 Sanggup ka hampa musnahkan hati depa..

ALLAHU...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


Okay back to my second language,

Im sorry to be very emotional this late night,

I just  disappointed with what had happened in my surroundings.

I know no one perfect in this world,

but, at least you can try to be the best among the best.

Think wisely,

Allah has created us with various speciality.

we  re the perfect creatures compared to other creations.

We have Aql/ Akal. So use it wisely, dont waste it.

Dont let yourself stand on  the same level with the animals.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..


Penat.



k,
bye  

Diary #13

Time: 12:17 pm
Date: 24/1/2016
Location: Roomy

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I dont know why i listed all the trendings above.
But 1 thing to point out is , we dont have to be like "lalang".
Just follow what we re aiming to do and focus on it.


#DemamDilwale dont take us to the pure love.

# HipsterThingy gonna raise your ego.

# PrettyFace cannot save you from hell.




Happy new year in Masihi.

I would like to thanks people who helped me so many things last year.

I dont set any kind of target/dream yet.

But im pretty sure my mission are almost same for every year which are

1. Be an obedient daughter to Allah, Prophet Muhammad, Parents, Family

2. Contribute something to society in a good way

3. Success in my study

4. Heading to a good/successful career. 

5. Die in HusnulKhatimah


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